This week has been extremely stressful so I figured I’d do a little writing to cool off. I wanted to talk about my new blog heading, “the most important things in life aren’t things.” I even deleted my previous blog posts, because I want this blog to be fresh.
So basically, I have come to the realization that far too many people in life have mis-categorized priorities, and I am no exception. It seems like I, along with 16,000 other students, work everyday towards the same goals: make good grades, get a good job, find a good spouse, and be successful (note: success in the 21st century is measured monetarily). I admit that I want to make the good grades and get the good job. So, I’m lying in bed, reading a little scripture and I come across this verse:
“Take heed and beware of covetousness, for one’s life does not consist in the abundance of the things he possesses.” —Luke 12:15
So, basically I made a bad grade on an exam this week. Worst grade of my academic career, to be exact. And I have really beat myself up about it, especially since I found out I can’t make higher than a low B in the class unless something miraculous happens. And then I came across that verse and I’m thinking, there is so much more to life than this.
I was listening to this pastor, Andy Stanley, on my ipod the today and he talked about a man who had what should have been a near death experience, but he came out unscathed. And Andy went on to talk about how different the man, who was his close friend, lived his life having been spared an untimely death. And that story really got me thinking.
At twenty years old, a third of my life on earth may very well be over. And every second I spend worrying about un-important (well, important, but to an extent) things instead of enjoying the precious time with my family, friends, and God, is a second wasted. My life priorities need a serious re-organizing. And I’m not saying that academic or career things aren’t important, I am just saying that in the grand scheme of things, academic and career things aren’t important. What is important is my relationships. Personal and spiritual. And I will be the first to tell you that I’m not the best son, brother, or friend, and I am certainly not the best Christian. And as of lately, I am not the best student, or at least my I’m not the student I thought I was. But I really feel like if I focus more on what should be my high priorities that everything else will fall into place. This is not to stay that I should quit studying and only hang out with friends and read the Bible. This is to say that I should quit worrying and stressing over things so trivial as a grade. I should do my best to be the best I can be, but I should live with the brevity of life in mind.
This blog may seem un-related and a bit mis-organized but writing it was therapeutic. I leave you with this quote I saw in Our Daily Bread.
The riches of this world are vain,
They vanish in a day;
But sweet the treasures of God’s love—
They never pass away. —Bosch